August 15, 2010
Mostly, I thank God everyday for giving me my brokenness, so that I can share my story with others who are struggling. I thank God for showing me what is true, and right, and pure, and lovely. I thank him for loving me unconditionally and walking with me. God has great plans for me and my life. I am not 100% exactly sure what they are, but he will show me the way, "for I can do everything through Christ, who gives me strength" (Philippians 4:13).
October 4, 2011
I wrote this blurb over a year ago. My life has changed drastically since this time. However, these words still remain true. These words of thankfulness are my daily prayer to God. Over a year ago, I had no idea that I would lose my best friend from a tragic accident. I had no idea that I would fall in love. Mostly, I had no idea that I would fall in love with a man who loves Jesus Christ so passionately, who would take the time to listen to God and to follow His will to fight for me. God always directs and guides us to a path that is true, right, pure, and lovely. God of all, creator of the heavens and the earth, spoke to mi amore’s heart and awoke him at the perfect time to meet his equally yoked companion. The 23 Psalm states, “Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me.” God gives us our tangible partner in life to walk the steep cliffs and to be a companion for each other, so that when evil presents itself wickedness we are able to press on and overcome any obstacle.
I recommend listening to Tim Matson’s music. This music has helped me release many of my tears over the past year. One of my favorite lyrics states, “Let His heart surround you, let His arms protect you, let His love give you something, I could never find… Man that I never was.” Through the tears, I was longing for God to hold me, to protect me. I prayed and longed for God to bless me with someone who would fill that earthly role for me. As the song continues Tim sings, “So let my heart surround you, let my arms protect you, let my love give you something, you could never find.” This song displays how God wanted me to fully rely on him. How God wanted to prove to me that He loved me unconditionally, before he could bless me with my tangible companion. God allows our love to grow in a spiritual relationship through the love of Christ.
Thank you Lord for preparing my heart to be the perfect companion for mi amore. Lord we all have our own battles, please let us grow richly and maturely through your redemptive grace.
Please visit Tim Matson’s website and listen to his music: http://www.reverbnation.com/play_now/song_4700199.
My favorite songs include: You and I, and Run to You.
The light of life and God speed to you mi amigo.
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